One day I asked myself a question. If it was even remotely possible for me to put into words how I feel about my love for God and His love for me and what I was feeling inside when I felt God's love in my life....................what would I say. And the words that I am about to share with you is what I came up with. Now I have to admit that I wrote this a few years ago and I have not looked at it in a long time. Well today I decided to read it and it blew my mind. And I am posting this hoping that you will derive some small pleasure from reading it as I did..............................................
You and I share a profound and
bottomless bliss that is unsurpassed by any love that has ever been documented
in any book in history.
You first introduced yourself to me
in the womb and it was there that I first knew that you would be all my warmth
and security.
As I pushed myself into this
world, you were there to introduce me to my first words and you would certify
the expediency of my recognition of numbers shapes and sounds where knowledge
was first formed in me intellectually.
You were my first babysitter, and
you were always fun, you always held my attention, and you allowed my mind to
be free and formulate who it was I would grow up to be, you complete me and
without you, there is no me because your love flows deeper than any love in
history.
As I matured, you matured with me
and in me, you were so much a part of me that I didn’t even see how there could
be a possibility of my existence without your passion overflowing out my heart
my, my soul, my mind, my eyes, my fingers my toes my total entity.
When the world closed its doors
to me and then turned its back on my mere possibility you saved me from
bleeding to death from the amputation of my spirit, and you snatched me from
the jaws of death which were trying to devour me. Then from the bondage of self hate, you
delivered me, and from my human crafted life of mental captivity. You said oh no devil you see, this one
belongs to me and as long as she has me, nothing will ever be able to tear down
her beauty, because you see all of that was built by me.
I began to see that the love you
had for me was as pure as love could ever be.
Though You never even asked anything back from me, forever faithful to
you I will be, because the love I have for you is nothing compared to the
splendor that you have interlocked deep inside of me.
You saw all the possibilities in
me and you made it your mission to fashion my possibilities into vast tangible
realities. Some get jealous or
uncomfortable when they see the intricate love I have for you and you for me,
but they don’t understand how you came and rescued me, and exalted me from
nobody to somebody and because of that our love is precious sweet harmony. You ignite in me an ecstasy that annihilates
the walls of hate that are constantly trying to build a cage around me. Some say that it’s wrong to love you this
deeply, but I say to them you must have never experienced the greatest love in
history.
I love you so much there could
never be another whose name makes me smile and feel so free, so empowered and
confident in Your ability. Your name
produces in me an immunity to mediocrity, and gives me the liberty and the
flexibility to be utterly and undeniably me.
And to be undeniably me is to worship you with an awesome love you
see. Because before the foundation of
this earth ever rotated around the sun one time you had a plan for me. And when I stop to think about it. I didn't first choose you. You first chose me because you engineered and
you constructed me to be the spitting image of your awesome greatness and your
delicacy. So if I reject who it was you
chose me to be that means I reject your love and your care for me. And since I don't reject you I show you a
fearless accountability for where you chose me to exist in history and there I
walk confidently. And in that confidence
others sneer and judge and call it vanity, but all it really is me loving you
and you loving me.
God the Father is your first name
and your middle name is God the Son and your last name is God the Holy Spirit
and your worth has instilled in me, dignity and a quality that makes other
attack with envy. But my God is an
unselfish lover and loves each of with the same quality.
What more can I say about the
love of my life, the King of My Soul, the perfect and unblemished, flawless
diamond, of my heart who makes me whole?
You were here way before me and even when the world has long forgotten
me, you will still be here to heal the world with your perfect melody. God the
father Son and Holy Spirit thank you for being to me all of what no human could
ever be. You are the one for me for all
eternity, and yes I declare it with every iota of my creativity that GOD, you
are the greatest love in history.
Written by Okima M. Havis
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